17 November 2015


Yesterday, the realization hit me that-
I started the job at the flower shop, the job that saved me and my son (and our cats)
(read earlier posts from last year)-
on 12.13.14
And, today, I was thinking, "I wonder if there is some significance to that date, numerologically...?"
I found this on the web today http://feliciabender.com/numerology/whats-the-significance-of-the-date-121314/
Any Numerologists want to weigh in?
In my Akashic Record, it is written, that my life lessons for this lifetime are twofold, and interrelated:
"Confidence" (through Freedom) and "Freedom" (through Responsibility).
I have chosen at the level of my Soul, so many situations/relationships in which I am or have been (really, inexcusably) Abused,
all mentally/emotionally/psychically- because of this life lesson of "Confidence". (The abusive situations meant to propel me unto a path/way of being of feeling much needed confidence in myself, and learning to stop seeking outside approval)
I am still and will be processing this for however long, since it is a new realization, about the "12.13.14"...
Because, just before I found this work, I was so poor, I couldn't even afford to buy a single roll of toilet paper for my son and myself, or food for our cats, etc....
Being united with this work at the florist has brought us financial stability, given me a new place to feel creatively inspired, and so much more that I can not say at this time. I am relishing the Beauty of this. I am so appreciative and grateful for all of the experiences.... The past few years have been a wonderment to me...
There have been some physical issues, but I feel that they are direct components of 1) Menopause (in which I am deeply swimming, or dancing) and 2) Ascension.... The combination of which (plus my son being in the thick of teenage pubescent mayhem)

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