20 May 2017

Thank You to Bobbi

I am freshly home and feeling our conversation this hour at Family. I am appreciating all of the avenues and streets and alleyways that we travelled on- and then the superhighway when the micro got related to the macro!
Here is a picture of your pond :) The Beloved Pond
And I want to first, which was the 'zap' that led me to just writing it all in a post, say to you, "Thank you" for the space and the dialogue to attempt to reason out the tiny and broader possible implications and meanings of this current challenging situation in that one area of my life.
As I sat down here just now at home and I am feeling appreciation for our exchange, the energy felt like:
a flat mahogany colored rectangular (and large weave, with scalloped edges at the top) basket that would fit  in the cradle between my bicep and the palms of my hands. The hands are outstretched at heart level, as if perhaps the basket is being held out to receive and/or to give something of abundance.
That is what the dialoguing felt like if one could see the feeling. Lately energy perception is sometimes accompanied by a "picture" as well. I
 tell the picture just in case the other person is also visual and can see it as well :)
So, thanks for this impromptu 'session', because I was able to come home with fresh detachment and perspective about my life. I really did kind of hang about hoping to talk with you. Oh, yes, indeed I did! And thank you for asking me to wait when I said that I shouldn't take up your time because I should be able to reason this out alone, since I should have all the tools to do so. [Some of those reading this know what that's about!]
       And now at home I also have the physical space and the space of some hours from the harshness of that entanglement as well. In this space, I find myself able to reconnect with and remembering how to realign with my highest priorities. Like this blog. Like helping the humans who want to get on a new page of the book of their life. And other stuff, you know.
       May all of the Masters and Angels and Guides [Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.] assist me in staying in alignment with my Soul's Mission and with my own Precious Heart.
       Hmmm... the basket. Reminds me of grain, nourishment... Ahhhh, yes. Good.
So good. Thanks Bobbi.
'Till we meet again.

14 April 2017

Thought of the Need for the Embodiment of True Christ Consciousness, Now

I got inspired to write a short note because all that I have heard that is currently going on in the world. I thought of Christ Consciousness not just because of the multi-faith celebrations this week, but how at this time on Earth, the embodiment of the real meaning of this is in great need, not only for the humans but for everything that is on this planet.
In the past I found this AMSR track to be to my liking, using headphones, when I needed to focus on something creative. It just felt really good and kind of hypnotic in a way after a while, which is obviously good for creative endeavors.
       If you have not yet come across this concept of "Christ Consciousness", I will briefly say according to my current understanding, it means "Consciousness of the 5th Dimension, Ascended Consciousness, Compassion". You know what the world needs now.
       So, those of us who are 'there' so to speak, it would be for the Highest Good of All for You* (*each individual one of us, making up a "we") to just Focus on Your Light-
Your Own Sacred Heart. That's all you must do right now. Tend to Your Heart. It is important to do this as the world is in a tailspin all about you. Ground. Focus. Then, you can reach out and help. You must have a reservoir to draw from. We fill our own well, then we can moisten the lips of the parched.
       We are all Beings made up of tiny particles of Energy- and these little particles (in an over simplified way to say it so not having to go and find the books where I've read it :) ) have been shown to be able to communicate with each other.
       So, when you focus on your own Loving, Divine Heart and Your Light- this Healing Presence is felt by everyone in your physical/energetic environment. If ALL of these Points of Light, embodied as Human Beings, who are spread out all over this Planet do this, the Ripple Effect would tip the scales...
       You may feel impatient for something to "happen", but it is working through deep crusty layers darkness as Earth makes this shift. We must be steadfast and believe in the Divine Love in our own Sacred heart center and stay in alignment with Divine Truth (those of you who are know what that is).
       So, I can suggests a simple way to do this, if you'd like a starting place-
   Every day, whenever it is that you wake up from your sleep, simply say, "I AM."
If you would like to put something else onto that, how about the mantra given out in one of Matt Kahn's video's, "I Am the Light, the Light I Am". Take a deep belly breath at the comma. Really feel what you're saying.
       May we all feel at ease.
Love,
Ursula Carrie

05 April 2017

Cleaning up, Clearing Out. And sometimes you just have to Sit.

I set up the page for this post about a week ago. This I remembered when I clicked and found last week's video of his Astrology for the Soul/Pele Report. I related so much to what he was saying toward the end, that I felt compelled to share the video. Because... I had set an Intention at the end of 2016 to go about doing what needed to be done to free myself up of some past financial obligations that I prefer not to take with me into the renewed life I am creating. This was not some calculated thought, rather a feeling that I was about to be moving through a space where I was to clear and cleanse further. Specifically things like- the student loan that had been hanging over me for the past 25 years and tax issues that needed resolve. There are other simple yet complicated energies of this nature (finances, insurance, etc.) that beckon attention. My Future Self is messaging me. I got the text! And when I saw Kaypacha's video last week, I thought, "Holy crap! That's exactly what I've been doing!" Apparently there are some pretty powerful astrological energies going on these days.
       There are sometimes great strides, like last month when I was whippin' right along at the accountant's office, getting it all done and feeling awesome. There have been synchronicities like yesterday morning when my acupuncturist called to reschedule because she was sick, and I wound up feeling inspired to go out and do several things that were still needed to complete some tax biz. Feeling awesome there, too, I was. Until I stopped at the post office to pick up the mail. There was a letter from my state that said my tax refund was being held until I jumped through several more hoops to prove that my child is my child and lives with me.
       So then, as is always with a great expansion, is stillness. The thing that I notice for me is that my expansions are fast and powerful which means the integration or rest cycle happens just as fast and just as deep. It can definitely feel like what is called 'depression' because just as we are on a big roll, catching up speed, gaining that momentum, the universe/energies say, "Ok, big expansion. Now Stop. Breathe. Integrate. Revaluate."  
       Today, I woke up feeling like I was in an energetic straight jacket. The first thought I had was, "Fuuuuuck!" I wanted to "do more stuff", try to "make more things happen". I want to check things off of my list! I want to get to the future!
       I kept checking in with my masters hoping for the response that I thought I wanted, and the response was the same, "Stay home." This is not always coming easily to me. I am also part of a society in which one worth is measured by how much or what one "does". A large part of me knows much better than this obviously "flawed premise", (Abraham) but that does not mean that I don't succumb.
       So, I gave up. I didn't 'give up' like I'm never going to try again, but I know that I can't push the river. I can't make the corn grow. But, I can keep coming back to the present, what I am experiencing as the 'Present'. I can flow with the Stillness that asks me to step inside. I can understand that it is good and just to simply Pause. My kid kind of brought this all back around to me this afternoon, "You're too focused on 'out there' and 'getting things done'. Disengage from this world for a little bit and chill out." 
       Now, can you believe that I was so twirled up in the tornado of pressure in my center that I was going to sweep these words under the rug. Until some moments later I was sitting here at my desk, wondering still what else I could do to push forward, the words my kid had just spoken rested on my thymus area. The intention of the words felt like it was slowly melting into my chest through my skin, like some medicine salve or balm. I felt still. And then I started writing this post. XOXO
Sometimes you just have to Sit.