23 December 2018

πŸ’– 2018 πŸŽ…ChristmasπŸŽ„ Video Card, From Ursula Carrie πŸ’–

Recently, I found all of these cool 
copyright free videos on Pixabay.com
They mostly are silent videos, 
so I lay whatever music I like.
Maybe a little corny, but I am enjoying 
making these video cards!
Very happy Christmas to you all.
XoXo Ursula Carrie

07 December 2018

A Little *New Moon* Love Note

(the post that I am referring to- I almost broke my promise to myself today, but I caught myself-
and instead of criticizing, Loved myself instead.
I share these experiences because this
journey is universal.
I am another one of you. You can do it :)

29 October 2018

Hola Sudamerica de Ursula Carrie

(Por favor usar, al lado direcho, "Translate" para traduzir esta carta al Espanol... "Spanish")    Here is the article link that I mention in the video, where I learned about the surge in suicide in Venezuela.  https://www.bloomberg.com/news/features/2018-10-24/suicides-surge-in-a-hopeless-venezuela   
       I wanted to say hello to my friends in Venezuela, also in Argentina. Hello South America, to thank you for all of your likes and views of my ad. My name is Reverend Ursula Carrie, and I am a professionally trained exorcist. The modality of healing that I am trained in is called Soul Realignment.
       Exorcism no longer involves having to pray and splash holy water and risk one’s own personal safety in order to remove negative forces from a human being’s energy field. In 2007 a woman named Andrea Hess introduced a course called Soul Realignment. I took that course and graduated from it in 2010. When I began, I was given an energy transference. That energy transference allowed me, the student and now practitioner, to enter and access the Akashic Records, the record books of every being’s eternal soul. 
       When I am researching a soul record, I am doing this using my intuition and psychic development skills to communicate with the celestial Guides who are assigned to work with me in this etheric library of souls. I ask for the full name of the client, the full name when the client was born, what day the client was born on and where the client was born. This information allows me to locate the soul record of the correct Soul, so I do not have the client confused with any other Soul.
       I am looking for what I call blocks and restrictions in the record that need clearing now. This could be anything from past life issues involving negative entities, energy leakages at one or more of the energy centers called charkas, vows and obligations that no longer serve. There is also another issue that I look for first, and that is the issue of soul shifting. Soul shifting is in essence and in reality, more than two souls trying to have control of the body. More than one soul can not be in control of the body at one time, so one will push the other out for a while and take control. Very often the soul shifting souls are negative souls. I have had many clients who were shifting with up to 5 other souls at a time, all trying to have control of the body. Usually the original soul, the one who was supposed to have the body, will be a positive soul of the light, and they need help.
       After all of my investigation into the record, I say a prayer that clears the entities, chakra tears, etc. Then I talk about all of it with the client, and I record and Mp3 music file for them. There is a 21 day homework prayer that I assign to you to do.
       There are Akashic Records for pieces of land, homes and properties, too, that can be cleared of ghosts and demonic gateways as well.

       I will hopefully do another short video in which I will talk a little bit about the shift in human consciousness at this time and why Soul Realignment is so effective, and why we have this available to us now at this time in human history.

Be Well. Thank you for Being Here.
Rev. Ursula Carrie

26 October 2018

Thank you! Day 2 of My Facebook AD

I was at my job this morning and wanted to send a big thank you to everyone who has seen my latest Facebook AD in the past 2 days! Over 10,000! πŸ˜„ "Ursula Carrie's Halloween-Samhain-Day of the Dead Soul Realignment tm Special October 24-November 7, 2018"

09 October 2018

Durga-Ma, Navaratri Now, New Moon Beginnings [vlog-mini+musing]

Well, this is a good time to join in with some of our 
World Family & Celebrate 
Monday, October 8, 2018 NEW MOON. 
       Well, What's this all about with talking about Navaratri? Well, read up the above article first. It's a little repetitive, but you'll get the idea. If you know a bit about the energies of the Goddess Durga, can give you an appreciation of the idea that the Durga Puja is beginning, albeit on the other side of the globe from where I sit, on the eve of (one more) very upsetting governmental happening in the ol' U.S of A. We pretty much need the energy of this Devi now. Could this be Divine Timing? If Durga is coming through, I'm hopping on that Tiger!
      I am not a Hindu. I don't subscribe to any particular organized religion. I am ecumenical, a World Citizen. But 15% of the world's population, apparently is Hindu. https://ipfs.io/ipfs/QmXoypizjW3WknFiJnKLwHCnL72vedxjQkDDP1mXWo6uco/wiki/Hinduism_by_country.html  And those 15% are most likely, for the next 9 nights, engaged in ceremony to honor and acknowledge the 9 different Avatars of the Goddess Durga.

"Goddess Durga symbolizes the divine forces (positive energy) known as divine shakti (feminine energy/ power) that is used against the negative forces of evil and wickedness." more here: https://indiacurrents.com/what-does-goddess-durga-symbolize/ 
~continued, October 9, 2018....
What I wanted to bring forth with this musing is that- there are Energies all in and around this planet, in multidimensional planes of existence, of Being. We can use our directed focus of thought/consciousness to tap into any Energy Stream that we wish.        If you're reading this, you may Know this, the kind of knowing that you feel, but can't find the words to explain. {And if you don't Know it, it's just not-yet your Time. We all have our moments when we're Ready for certain things.} πŸŽ„I am very fond of, for example, joining in, energetically, on the many celebrations, from many different religions and cultural traditions that happen in profusion during the Gregorian calendar month of December. To me, the whole planet feels *Happy*. I don't decorate or have a tree myself, anymore, but there is a Joyous vibe circulating the globe during that time of year. Anyone willing to ride that wave, plug into that vibration, can surf that month straight to a good time.
So, I'm saying- The NEW MOON on October 8th brings, as all New Moon cycles are said to do, an energy of a fresh start. This, coupled with the start of a 9 Night (10 day) festival to honor a Goddess/Energy of clearing out the B.S., which then leads on to 2 Holy Days (Samhain/Halloween, El Dia de Los Muertos) that celebrate the Death of the old and the Rebirth of the new, and another festival to celebrate the Light (Diwali, November 7, 2018 - Diwali, or Deepavali, is the Hindu festival of lights, which is celebrated every autumn in the northern hemisphere. One of the most popular festivals of Hinduism, Diwali symbolises the spiritual "victory of light over darkness, good over evil and knowledge over ignorance". Wikipedia). 
And these days of October lead to Thanksgiving in the United States, which leads to all of the celebrations of the Return of the Light in December. 
I could go on! I will.... In another post! Lol.
I'm sure you've heard it said that ~ONE Awakened Soul, who is grounded in Divine Truth, Divine Love and Divine Light (in-so-much-as humanly possible in any given moment), is much more powerful than 1000's in the Dark (i.e. aligned with the Darkness).
Thank you for Being Here.   *BIG LOVE* 
'Be back soon. 
[I need to go saddle up my Tiger...]
❣ Ursula Carrie
P.S. Here's a Durga mantra playlist I made on the new moon, to get you in the mood! Lol. I was looking for ones that had some nice female voices. 
(There's so many mantra videos on You Tube! Here's a few that I liked: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLxY6Erlulx0EWGAGu5weqd_7DPy5zpD1A )

06 October 2018

Now, A Soul's Perspective: My #MeToo

       So, everything that I said before did happen. It happened in my Physical Life, lessons for my Soul. I mentioned that one of my chosen life lessons is "Confidence", moreover, that is Self-Confidence. The varying abusive relationships I experienced, in a nutshell that is not meant to trivialize my experiences, were part of my Soul's Plan to cultivate this particular life lesson. Through experiencing gaslighting and the other things I posted about, somehow I was forced to really tune, even deeper, into my own voice. The well spoken, "Know Thyself", apparently an integral energy/teaching in this rigorous training in Self Mastery.
       When I had my Soul Realignment done for me in the Spring of 2010, the practitioner told me that I'd had a Scar at my 2nd Chakra. A Scar means that I'd had a Tear in my 2nd Chakra previous to her looking at my Akashic Record- and I'd healed it Myself through whatever Spirit work I had done myself. Now, at that time I had no idea that a Chakra could tear, or if it was, what-ever I could do to mend it! It was a testament to a previously unrevealed Power, the ability to heal myself, even though I didn't consciously know I was doing it.
       Then, I thought back to my late teens and early twenties, just before I met my son's father. I was very sexually active, or at least I tried to be at every opportunity! At every opportunity, I sought to be the one whose energy was in control of the situation. At the end of my journey, living, or barely that, in the shadows of lower Manhattan, I started training to be a dominatrix at a gay men's S&M club! (That's when my spirit guides said, "O-KAY! Enough of this lesson. Next thing!" and my life fell apart and I came back to the Catskills, met Susun Weed, and a whole other Journey began...) At first glace, for the untrained eye, I may have looked like some sort of "vixen" (the soft brokenhearted hearted, but sexy vixen). In essence though, from the perspective of my Soul Record, I was unconsciously doing what I could to take back my sexuality. It evidently was effective.
       The Soul Groups of Origination and the blocks and restrictions, at least on my mother's record (what little I was allowed to see before I was kicked out of her Record by my Akashic Records Guides*) explain all of that early childhood angst- to me. And there's nothing that I can do about any of their stuff, because one is a negative soul and the other vibrates in the lower fourth dimension [i.e. "doesn't believe in this stuff]. 
       So, all of the things that I'd talked about in the beginning of the last post are a combination of the Soul Group characteristics and the negative entities, soul shifting, past life restrictions, etc... of my parents, which provided the fodder for the jump start of the learning of my major life lessons, and to steer me along this road I wanted to walk before I incarnated. Think Abraham-Hicks, "Contrast Creates Desire". 
       So, as I (and anyone) experience these painful situations, the extreme dualities/polarities, that are inherent in this Earthly experience, if we are Agile and are Initiated into doing "The Work" (this happens in an endless variety of ways, and multiple times throughout this physical lifetime), we take these situations as the lessons that they are, fully experiencing the accompanying emotions, and the changes wrought upon our Being. And with walking staff in hand, we carry on. 
       But it takes Courage, and Assistance. Fortunately, I have found it to be True, We Are Never Alone. Your Guide team and your Archangelic Masters, Ancestors (whomever is on your own personal team of Helpers in Spirit/of the Light) are helping you, right now
May Your Paths Be Blessed, Galactic Eternal Soul Being of the Light.
May the Perspective of Your Soul give you Mental Clarity 
and Emotional Ease, knowing that All is Truly Well.
Love and Hugs and *Ciao!* for now 
(this of course is just a snippet- this subject could go on forever... because it does! Lol)
πŸ’ž XoXo
Ursula Carrie

NOTE about me and my son's father: I "wrestled" my son's father "to the ground" in late January this year. I said (about his Soul Realignment), "I don't fucking care! I'm doing this for you! Your son needs you to get your shit together!" He was so worn and "broken", finally, that he just agreed. 
SO, here's the (what could be perceived as...) "kick in the teeth"; the fall down the rabbit hole; the hard swallow of the "Red Pill" about all That:
       Almost since Birth, my son's father was dealing with a possessing entity, a soul-shifting situation [with a Grey! no less. WTF?! But it happens.], multiple negative spirit guides on his team, almost all the chakras were torn.... and so much more. I mean more, to the point where I thought, "How the fuck did he surVIVE this long?!" 
       Then when I was all done, like I said in another post, I sobbed for almost 4 days! I was exhausted! And grieving how so horrible, how grievous- that all of that violent mis-interaction and all of that abuse and emotional/mental torture... was essentially created and fed by all of the blocks and restrictions** on my Soul Record, combined with those on his Record, and the past life debts we were to pay to one another. {Not that we're *victims*, here, Folks. We're all making choices, constantly, whether consciously or unconsciously.}
       All of this being big business from one lifetime ago
The pieces of my own puzzle about that lifetime,
I discovered in my son's father's Soul Record 
as I conducted the research for his Soul Realignment.
(early 1800's, near New Orleans) 
It's a fascinating story
I want to gather more information. 
[I realize that I have not written about that one, yet.]
The bleed-throughs from that lifetime are 
a bit too relevant to my current experiences.
BUT, I will tell the whole thing in the memoir that I put down a few years ago- but have been encouraged to pick it back up again... {Thanks Renee W.πŸ’–} By the time I get there (written, edited, revised, self-published), the apparent relevance of that life should be faded, I suspect. (i.e. "lessons learned"). 
So, I keep telling people I know, 
"There's a lot more going on here than people are aware of."
I am going to touch on this, also, in a future [vlog].
       I have learned one kind of a funny thing, though along the way: Just because someone gets all of the actual demons cast out of their life, it doesn't mean they won't still be an asshole! I wish I could LMAO about that.
* How is one kicked out of an Akashic Record? If one is not supposed to be snooping in some soul's Akashic Record, the information received will be confusing. You will receive opposing answers to the same question, given as "truth". Like, I would ask, "Is this a mono-souled individual with one soul in this body for this lifetime?", and I would be told "Yes". Then when I ask the opposite question, "Is this person soul-shifting, with two or more souls in this body?"- they would answer me "Yes". If I press on, it'll just get more chaotic. That means Get Out. 
** Blocks and Restrictions can be, but are not limited to: Negative Entity Attachments (they can be past life attachments or present life- then this item and its influence can branch out in multiple forms and permutations!); mis-perceived past life karma; Golden Web Chakra Tears; Emotional or Mental Body Programs (and depending on which Chakra the program is being run in, will have it's own detrimental effect); Vows; Obligations; Spells; Godspark Damage... etc.
What does all of this stuff mean? 
Come "see me" and find out! 
πŸ˜‰ Lol
Your Soul will tell you when it's Time.

04 October 2018

Of Course, #MeToo. But, "I Shall Not Be Moved"

..... I AM a Female-born Female, After all....
I've been staying out of this #MeToo thing so far, however I am going to speak on this, I think, just this once... because I am really wanting to get this page turned in my personal life. It's time. If you're upset by the following, well... there's no apology. I'm just letting this topic today flow out, as if I am giving one of my "Speaking from My Heart [vlog]"s. (and it's so multifaceted, all these "life scenarios", I am not trying to speak my Truth like a "research paper") Begin the flow...
       I was molested as a child by a "family" member. I buried it in my subconscious. I remembered it, in a dream, one month before that motherfucker died. (And, when he did I rejoiced, and declined to attend the funeral, amid all the criticism about me not being there. I don't mourn child abusers. Let them burn in their own hell.) Neither of my parents (or even the man's "wife") protected or took me out of the situation. They pretty much dangled me in the pit of everything harmful and dangerous to a small child. I always felt unsafe and on my own, emotionally, mentally and physically. 
       As I grew up, and emerged fully into adulthood, I realized that I felt completely unsafe in the presence of both of my parents, and that I would never be truly seen or heard or loved by either of them. If I was happy, my mother acted towards me with hatred and contempt, whilst bragging to the world outside our front door about how "wonderful" I was. That of course was as long as I stayed small and made myself "pleasing' to her. If I ever cried or showed any emotion, both of them (even though apart/divorced) would yell at me to shut up, get over it... Then they would expect me to be their own personal psychologist/counselor. If I needed their love and support, I would just have to keep wanting, for neither of them had anything for me, unless I had something for them. If I didn't "have something" for them, they both turned their backs on me. No love, no comfort, no reassurance, no compassion. And I was told constantly that everything that was "wrong' in the lives of the adults around me was my fault. Everyone's favorite scapegoat. That's how I started out, and those lessons kept repeating themselves throughout my life.
       I hopefully have successfully ended my participation in those relationships, because NO ONE needs to be in their 40's and still dealing with abusive parents.
       About the #MeToo: As my life out into the world progressed-
        I've been cat called to the point where my heart was pounding so hard in fear, I would avoid walking certain streets. I've fat shamed and skinny shamed (by my own "father" for starters, as well as by strangers and by people who professed to "care" for me). I've been stalked, and almost kidnapped by a freak-show of a taxi driver when I lived in Manhattan (I escaped the cab at a red light, even though he'd tried to lock me in- thank goodness the Angels were strong with me, then).  I've been date raped, had men poke holes in the condom (because they were trying to impregnate me and therefore "trap me" in the relationship- and that happened more than once- with different men! WTF?!!!)- or even just remove the condom without my knowledge in the middle of the act. THANK God I lived through all that and came out healthy- no diseases, not ever! (Because, somehow, even when I was a little girl, I was committed to myself, to caring for myself, to ensuring my good health and survival. It apparently was one of my innate Gifts from God: Self-Care, Self-Love, even when I didn't realize it.) And, thankfully a couple of abortions- after those deceptive, condom-hole-poking nightmares- secured the future I am living *now*. And, as my power of perception grew stronger and became more refined, I eventually found out that I had been deceived by every single man I'd ever known, whether he be friend or lover- because they just wanted to try and keep me "in the dark', so they can have my cake and eat some other cake too. I can say now, it is nearly impossible to deceive me- I am always led to the Truth by Archangel Michael, or the others of my Family of the Light.
       Like, when I was with my son's father, amongst other things- he used to spit on me (like the huge, nasty kind of spit- the kind that demonstrates hatred and disdain for the object spat upon), called me a whore regularly (after he'd been out fucking every "piece" in town that wiggled her pussy in his face, and I was completely faithful) and told me I was a "piece of shit", or even a "dirty nigger"(!), almost every single day. He made fun of what he decided were my bodily flaws (small breasts, and a white pubic hair in my), compared me to my face to the others he would fuck when he was angry with me (like when I stood up, however meekly, for myself), bullied and coerced me to perform sexual acts that made me feel uncomfortable (with him), and reinforced constantly how "inadequate" I was. And while all of that was going on, he would gaslight me constantly- telling me that he didn't say any of those things or do those things- that I was "crazy". He flaunted the other girls in my face, with a grimace on his. He said horrible things about me out in the streets, then came to my apartment talking about, "I love you. Don't leave me." 
       For years I was swallowed up in the "abused woman syndrome". It would've been better if he had beat me, at least I would've had something to prove the abuse- the authorities can see bruises and broken bones- mental, emotional and spiritual abuse is nearly impossible to prove. Most abusers look like a "man about town", but come home and they are not what they show to the world "out there". BUT, when he started to get physically violent towards my son ("our" son), when the child was about 4/5 years old, that was the end of the line for me. NO one puts their hands on my baby. And my Spirit Guides stepped in and things started to happen and I started to break free. I was not going to raise a little, impressionable boy, thinking that because "this is how daddy does to mommy, and mommy is ok with it" that this is how he should treat women. Sometimes it's easier to stand up when someone more vulnerable than you is being threatened. (And yes, my parents knew all about this- and my mother constantly coerced me to stay with him because "he's the baby's father". And my father would just shrug his shoulders, and go off and smoke a joint, or a bowl, with my baby's daddy- laughing and "male bonding" the whole time.)
       This was all before my Soul Realignment in 2010. It doesn't mean that the abusive bullshit doesn't keep getting shot at me, like icy, steel arrows in my warm and loving heart. And the arrows can throw me off my path for a bit, but I pick myself off, reload the power pack in my "no bullshit zone" and keep going. The trouble used to be that- I have too much compassion (don't confuse that with "pity" or having a "bleeding heart") for other people. I always have, and at the lifelong expense of my own boundaries and safety. Or, it has been at the expense of what I know I need to do for myself in order to live the life that I scripted before I came into this body. 
       And, of course all of that abuse was part of that script (one of my life-lessons is "confidence", so being thrown in a ditch so many times was going to either break me or make me. And I may not have much money, but I sure as fuck ain't "broke"- anyone can just keep trying- and then go fuck off). I no longer feel any acceptable reason to stay with any situations where the purity of my heart is unappreciated, or to walk into red flag situations, with hopes that it will turn out differently. Not in this day and age. I'm not here to "fix" anyone. That's impossible. No one can "fix" anyone else. It has to come from within.   (Although I will blast the fuck out of any negative entities and what-have-you when a client comes to me for help. That's a completely different scenario. This is my mission, my life's work. I have had to and continue to realign myself to my work and what I know in My Sacred Heart is right. It seems that as I become more dedicated and committed to my Work, the bullshit arrives, multiplied. But I will not be deterred by hate and naysaying anymore.)
       This is inspired by the fact that I have been busting my ass for my son's entire life, raising him on $150- a week with no child support or any other kind of support, even though it felt like I was killing myself to survive- and managed to give my child, as one woman told me, "a very lush life". And I have spent this entire year so far trying to coach my son in "get out there" life skills, and driving him "all over God's creation" to support his passing interests with what little money I have, and all of my time and attention. And taking him to fill out job applications, networking to help him find employment so he can make his own money (none of which worked out as we hoped, but "giving up" was not in the plans- and teaching him (very patiently) how to drive a car, how to shop wisely and manage money, etc... etc... doctors, dentists, everything. And because the kid complains to the absent parent, quite typically for a 17 year old, about how "boring" his life is, and whatever else- I'm blasted with this today, from the consistently homeless, jobless "parent" who hasn't seen or attempted to visit this kid- in at least 5 years- and has offered no financial, or any other kind of support, EVER (even when he was "rolling in the dough", and not one, "wow our son is wonderful, you did such a good job with him all by yourself" or, "sorry I never sent any money to help"). This is just one example, from one person, of the pile of crap I have had to fight my way out of. Telling me that I may never see my son again! That is what he has always hoped for. Well, The Violet Flame can have this. I go with God, and God is in My Heart.
Why are you not supporting chimayo in wanting to assert himself into the world. Cut the cord already. He's so upset with you
I knew all of this would happen..
And he is so far behind ,he didn't even know how to get square footage from an area , doesn't know how to use a rake ? Just wow.. it's like he's been in a bubble his whole life. You kinda screwed him Cruz now since hes been sheltered as your pet he feels like he can't relate in society. Just so sad!!
Im working on getting a place right now, I know if he comes out here hes notgunna want to come back. I'm worried about him because hes gunna be 18 next year and is so lost.. by that time hes going to be out of your hair, and ya might not see him for a very long time , if again. I'd change your approach because I know where his head is at, very upsetting
Worst case scenario, he comes out here in a year , and gets a job t****** and goes to school
       When people find these things out about me, the most common reaction is: "Oh my God, how'd you get like this?" (hugging, loving, cheerful, optimistic, helpful, always comforting those who are suffering, lending a compassionate ear to those who need to talk about what's bothering them... and all that). Well, like I said, it all was going to either kill me or make me stronger. I'm more loving because of what I have been through, even if I now keep personal relationships at arm's length- or fuck, a million miles away, if I can help it. I expand my "no bullshit zone" and fortify the boundaries and focus on my grind. And, I know all this is meant to possibly deter me from my path of Service in the Light- to rile my Heart Chakra up so much that I become paralyzed with fear and can't move forward. The dark ones have many "outlets" for their dirty work. Old shit. Done. Ain't listening no more.
My Incarnated Soul Sisters of the Light are arriving. 
Together we will strengthen and fortify each other. 
And you haven't heard the last from me on that topic.πŸ˜‰
'back soon, I swear, with some [vlog].
Big Love, and Hugs for now.
And Thank You for Being Here.
❦ Rev. Ursula Carrie

27 September 2018

Ursula Carrie's Tin Pan Symphony

*Hi Everyone! Just a little note to keep in touch.
I was enjoying last night's rain on my tin pans, 
I thought I'd share it with you all.
I have, in the garden area outside my bedroom window, 
a few old tin pots and a lid, turned over. 
I like to think they intimate the comforting sound 
of rain on a tin roof- 
my own little tin pan symphony!

30 August 2018

*Bless Up the Dental Goddess* [vlog-mini]

I'm sharing this rapid update about the "tooth-capade" because- I went through a process, throughout the years, of self-training and of disciplining myself to be in a place of calm faith, not fear when distressing things occur in life. And it is an active practice, for sure. When you can find the calm place inside and feel at peace with whatever is happening in the physical life, really surrender, when you know all is well and in perfect divine order, then things like what happened at the dentist this day occur. For all of it, I am so thankful.... and this  particular side-path (this "tooth business") of empowerment and surrender is just beginning
Just put on your soul-vision glasses and 
check things out for yourself, 
in your own world. 
And, Thank You for being Here. 
Ursula Carrie

28 August 2018

[vlog] Recent Fatigue. Curses. Guides on "Smoke Break". Mystery Solved. {Self-Reading/Clearing in My Akash 8.18.18}

You've probably been hearing about it, all over- about the intense, angry, transformative energies permeating the mass consciousness of Earth this summer. All summer!  Every type of astrologer and reader of many sorts have been writing about this since Mars was setting up to go retrograde, back in May. Well, the Mars retrograde period from whose shadow we are just now emerging, the 2 solar eclipses (July 11th and August 11th) and the powerful lunar eclipse (July 27th), now at this writing, the Pisces Full Moon... Oh, did it feel like trying to swim through sticky gooey syrup, this syrup being all of the restrictive energies, astrologically speaking. 
I've said before that I am no astrologer. I've never even had a paid astrology reading that felt worth the money, since I didn't understand a damn thing even after 2 hours of the reader explaining away aspects and squares and trines, etc... BUT, I do tune into some You Tube astrologers with whom I find resonance. What these certain spiritually attuned astrologers have to offer on the macro to the microcosm of world and personal events, from their perspective- makes a lot of sense to me, because I feel and can validate the effects in my own world. After all, we do dwell in an energetic universe, energy that we all can feel even if no words or definition are ascribed to the feeling.  
So, that said, I like many of you have been "going through it" this summer. Energy upgrades, downloads of information (from the I AM, one's Angels, Guides, even from the Divine Intelligences of the Earth).   Ascension to Higher Consciousness, Integrating higher energies, and for many of my clients- releasing negative entities, while enhoused in a (largely) 3rd Dimensional physical format is physically exhausting.
Fortunately, by doing the process for myself that I do for my clients- checking my Soul Record (!) - I was able to get to the bottom of my own personal Retrograde/Eclipse season fatigue and my temporary inability to feel the Presence of My Team (Guides, Angels, Archangel Masters, Ascended Masters).
May the Autumn serve up Sweet, Cool and Refreshing, 
Succulent Fruits from the Fires of Summer's Transformation.
Ursula Carrie

26 August 2018

Full Moon Speaking from My Heart [vlog] 8.26.2018- "Hidden" Agenda (?), Flying Squirrels!

'fooling around with the fortune cookie the other night [8.24.18] and this was the first one!
Now, read my Facebook post from the day before, and you'll see why this Fortune Cookie made me roll my eyes and laugh.

So, What happens when you don't move your ass, yourself? The Universe will move you! And then, fighting the transformation will only bring suffering. Surrender, once again is the only option once it's gone that far... 
And, of course, with everything else- introduce a baby Flying Squirrel into the mix this morning because, 
ya' know, like someone 
once said to me, "The Universe likes to have fun with you." Yep. 
But I'm playing right along... 
August 25, 2018. I asked where I am right now, in this journey, what did I need.
The Strength card came up. I said, "Strength for what?" And then came the other 2 cards.
I find it interesting that the three cards
came out of a VERY well shuffled deck- in their numerical order: XI, XII, XIII
This shows me that the transformation that I am engaged in,
even though (of course) the various twists and turns of the path are not all in view,
all is happening in Perfect Divine Order.

25 August 2018

*Night Sounds* at My Living Room Window

A moment for some of the sweet stuff (video/audio below:)
sitting on the love seat near the big picture window in the living room,
enjoying the night lights
πŸ’– I like the lights in the living room at night. I don't sit out there often, but the symphony this night was
impossible to resist. There is a pond across the meadow 
on my neighbor's property, so all of the 
night singers were out in their finest. 
A hot August night after many, many days of rain. πŸ’–

May the direct motions of Mercury, 
and Mars following the Full Moon Sunday 8.26, 
find you all feeling some relief of the intense energies of this summer. 
Get that lid off the pot already! Whew! πŸ˜‚

Thank you for Being Here.
πŸ’‹ Ursula Carrie

12 August 2018

πŸ’– 20 Years a Priest πŸ’– August 15, 2018

This Wednesday, August 15, 2018, I am 20 Years a Priest in the Order of Melchidezek. I wanted to renew my Vows at Rev. Dan's farm in Consensus, NY this Sunday, August 19th- but I have no money and my car has too many issues to take us that far. I feel sad about that. My life as a Priest is, well, who I am. These past 20 years have been "quite something" to keep it brief. I feel like I wanted to be with Rev. Dan again and renew my commitment. I'm just so tired and distressed lately, I can't even imagine how I could get the Universe to pull this one out for me at the last minute..... I am probably going to have to be flexible and find something to do with myself on Wednesday.
Love, again-
Ursula Carrie

Pause for the Cause

this was the last day of the very intense workshop I was in
July 23-27. I was processing so much, on so many levels, I
just couldn't even stand up anymore, or pursue any more aspects
of learning the craft. This summer has been frickkin' *heavy*.
I'm writing this note to say that I need to get with my current energetic circumstances right now and admit that I need to take a pause for the cause- which is admitting that I have a shit-ton of unacknowledged Grief in my systems. And that I have been not addressing this in my quest to be constantly and consistently strong and unfettered by events in my life over the past year. I should've allowed myself to be brought to my knees, fully, as I experienced each blow, but as stubborn as I am, I couldn't allow that. 
But eventually, one has to come clean to herself, and admit that the weight is too much and something(s) must be done. For one, I wound up sleeping, like almost all weekend. Now, my Ayurvedic constitution is all almost completely Vata, so I hardly ever sit down, and I'm always busy with some task, job or in pursuit of some creative idea. I've been surprising myself lately at how much I have to lay down- but this weekend in particular I reclaimed my self-created title as the Sleep Olympics Champion, better be 1st place!
All this is to say where I'm at and to thank each and every person who looks at this blog and has liked my Facebook page for this service. I have been through energy upgrades and transitions like this before. "Ease" never seems to be a component. Something amazing is brewing, my son keeps reminding me. 
 With Love and Appreciation,
       Ursula Carrie

05 August 2018

Ursula Carrie- quick Jewelweed tutorial- August 5, 2018

Some on-the-fly video from this afternoon. I was just headed outside to finally succumb to making my jewelweed tea, so I can get rid of this poison ivy. I was good about not scratching when i'm awake, but I see I've been scratching in my sleep- and it spread! Oops!
It's been about 20 years since I've had poison ivy, so... Just another experiment with, 
"So... just what does this thing (poison ivy) "do", and how long does it last for, 
on its own and untreated...?" 
Well, ok. I'm done with waiting on how long it can last on its own!
 Like my Gramie would've said shaking her head with a smile, 
"What an Ursula..." Then, she would hug and kiss me. Lol.
'Thought I'd take you all with me, in case you wanted to check it out. :)  

um, here's the requisite disclaimer:
FDA Disclaimer: These statements have not been evaluated by the FDA. They are not intended to diagnose, treat, cure, or prevent any disease or condition.
and thanks for Being Here
~Ursula Carrie

03 August 2018

The End of "Mudrurmayo" *

Dear Friends,
MuMu went Home this morning, probably just after I closed the door and went to work. My son called me at 12:30 pm to let me know.
I had to stop by Family before I went home, after I bought the gauze to wrap our Mu's body for burial. I knew I could find someone in there who would hug me. I needed a hug so bad, and I can't think of anyone who I could call to ask for one, so... Brian was there, thank goodness, and hugged me and let me cry in his arms. I'm thankful for that, so I could get some of it out and come home and be a force of stability for my son, so he has space to fall apart. Grieving, I dug the grave to prepare... It's raining, an element that brings comfort to both of us. I'm thankful for that, too.
Whenever my boy is ready, whenever HE is ready, we shall lovingly wrap our Mu and inter him, right next to the Mama that he missed so bad, he had to leave us and go be with her.
BOTH of our cats lived for exactly 18 years and 5 months- BOTH of Them. How is that, that they both lived the exact amount of time. Whenever we move from this apartment, we will dig up their bones and take them with us, wherever we go after this. 8 not very happy years in this apartment, thanks to the bullying and nastiness from the changeling that lives downstairs. Some people just hate themselves and all happy people. Even still, we persevere. God has a plan for us. Neither of us know where this is all heading, though.
I have been advised by my Family of Light to work through my grief by helping the clients whose files are on my worktable. I am prepared to isolate myself from social interactions and bury myself in work. Let this work be my earthly salvation. Let it heal all Grief, in all worlds, in all dimensions. Then, I too shall, someday, go Home. I am very much aware of this fact.
And may the years that remain, may they be the best yet and may it all be in Joy.
Thank you for Being Here.
Ursula Carrie
* "Mudrurmayo" (moo-dur-my-o) Our name for our little family unit.