"Gender": Identity? Confusion? Your Akashic Record Can Help You to Understand- Your Soul's Story

Dear Friends,

I have been thinking of this topic on and off for too many months now.

It is the subject of "Gender Identity" or "Gender confusion". IE- A man feels like he is really a woman and goes through all kinds of heart wrenching and oftentimes physically painful things, and very often emotionally and mentally painful, to correct what seems to be "wrong": feeling like a woman in a man's body. And also of the reverse situations where a woman feels like a man "trapped" in a woman's body.

What I always feel, especially since the acceleration of consciousness development that occurred after my own Soul Realignment, and especially after becoming a Soul Realignment practitioner, and quite simply I feel a "reader of the Akashic Records", is that:

If people could only have the Inspiration, 1) to even know that the Akashic Records existed,
and then- were able to have someone look into their record, if they were really ready to hear the information, they may actually find out that, Yes indeed that Woman who (just for illustration) has absolutely no inclination to have children, and who feels a little (or a lot) "butchy", like there is a "man trapped inside"- well this woman through her Akashic Record may actually find out that her Soul is Male. And what a relief that would be, don't you think?

"Ohhh, so that's why I have always felt this way, or that way! I have a Male Soul!"

(I actually had a client a while back who "guessed" that she had a male soul- and in an eyeblink so much of her life experience, feelings, etc... made sense to her!)

Yes, it is true- for a "time" (and that could mean hundreds of thousands of years, who really "knows") a Soul does have a gender, either Male or Female (depending on the choice that was made upon the first emergence from Source). The lessons of many varied Incarnations "smooth away" the need for this experience (of the soul having a specific polarity), as the soul ascends and grows, then at a point the Soul becomes Androgynous. This is an aspect of the Soul's process of evolution as I have currently come to understand it.

I can tell you, throughout the Past Life research I have done for myself, out of the 8 Lives before my current one that I have looked into in depth, (there are others that I have just "skimmed the story" so far) I have been in a Male Incarnation in 4 of those lives, and I have been in a Female Incarnation the other four. Now again, of course I am in a Female Incarnation. Pretty evenly stacked so far. I have been a father, I have been a mother, I have been childless... I have played many parts, been on many sides of the various coins, so to speak.

Many, many Souls have been taking opposite gendered bodies, switching back and forth, for countless thousands of years here on this Earth. Why?

        - To prepare the energies of this Planet for it's Ascension out of the paradigm of the harshest manifestations of the duality concept- the stark polarities that has led all life into an almost irrevocable place of separation, fear, greed, lack mentality, disempowerment- you get the picture. Many souls have been switching back and forth from gender to gender to assist with the balancing of Male and Female Energies- in preparation for the return of the Divine Feminine, and eventually to merge in Harmonic, Balanced Partnership with the healed Divine Masculine. (Think of this- how many men do you know or have known where you thought/felt, "Wow, he really understands women!" And he really did! That could have been a Female Soul in a Male body- "doing the work" in the healing of the wounded masculine consciousness!)

I have heard that it takes some Souls a few lifetimes to "get used to" being in a Body that is "opposite" their Soul's "Gender", and perhaps this is what is being seen, and voiced in so much earnest throughout our media outlets. (One reason to me is undoubtedly the mass consciousness' addiction to drama and the use of a human being's personal "torment" as entertainment and sport- through which I have not observed any notable, or in depth, Healings that have occurred in any of these "reality stars'" inner lives. That of course is another subject- sort of...) I feel that there is so much outcry for various reasons- but the foremost reason in my inner sense is that- people (mass consciousness) do not know, are not aware of, the Soul, the Soul's Record and the Past Life backstories that have informed the current story of their physical life.

It would soothe and dissolve so much pain that a person with these queries was facing if this were information, this Soul Knowledge, that was being worked with for each individual- on a mass scale.

       This while keeping in Mind that we are Here, in this body, whatever Body that is- to add to the Richness of WHO WE ARE, at a Level of That which Is Eternal. And it is though the Experiences of "Contrast" (meaning experiencing the opposite of what which we feel we prefer in any given moment, which assists us in redefining and realigning ourselves with Our individual specific truth of who we are), that we as Higher Beings of Light and Creation are offered by having this experience in this very dense atmosphere that is called the 3rd Dimension, that we Souls expand and continue to Grow. Some of these challenges (ie- painful experiences) may certainly be intended by the Soul/Higher Self to be fodder for Growth. Certainly, when it comes to a Soul's story, NO two are alike- and it is not always apparent to the uinaware human just what are the larger meanings that have fueled a certain experience!

What I am offering here, though to all those who are going through something like this:

Knowing the story/stories of the Soul's journey adds a richness
to the current Life experience in so many ways-

including an appreciation for This current Life,

an Inner Knowing and Peace that All is Divine and All is "Right",

that we can never really get it "wrong", that we are

 Empowered to Change/Script the Story in a way that is more suitable to how we've grown, 

and the Knowledge that when this one "ends"-

it is NOT the "end"- but some of these are other stories.

Much Love, and Blessings,
Ursula Carrie

Wide Angle Vision

This morning-

 

A Doe lay struggling on a hill a few feet from the small highway.

   Someone had flashed their lights at me as I rounded the turn that brought me onto this scene this morning. I'd slowed down and saw her on my side of the road. Another woman in the opposite lane had gotten out of her jeep. She was standing there, just looking at the mother deer's struggle. When I pulled over, the other woman got into her vehicle and pulled away. I stood there for a short while, wringing my hands, waving traffic away from the area, wishing that a miracle of God's light would descend unto the situation, that I could, in my stress and panic pull a miracle for this Beloved animal who was suffering. Suffering because of human ignorance, narrow mindedness, closed vision or simple uncaring enough to slow down or stop for this creature to cross. A man stopped and got out of his jeep. He had an iphone or similar phone that looked like it could connect to the internet.

         "Can you call a wildlife rehabilitator?!" I called to the man.

He didn't answer nor barely muttered a thing to me. Within moments, the local police arrived, and the man left.

I stayed with the Doe, having quickly resolved to center myself into a place of calm so I could be in the Light for Her.

Her tongue was laid out flat in her open mouth and she was panting rapidly, and every time a human moved too close to her, she struggled with her own weight and tried to get to her feet but her front legs collapsed beneath her at the knees.

          The officer that rode on the passenger's side of the car got out and approached me after the driver got out and I'd exclaimed, "Can you call the wildlife rehabilitator?!"

And he'd darkly replied, "No rehabilitator is gonna come for this deer. We're gonna put 'er down."

And I'd said, "Please don't kill her! She only has a broken leg! It can be fixed! PLEASE call the wildlife rehabilitator!"

The first officer had shaken his head disgustedly at me and repeated, "We're not gonna do that."

 I repeated, "Please!"

 He huffed, "Then You deal with it!" And got back in the car.

      That's when the second officer got out to talk with me. Some of what was said was this-

     He had said to me, in his efforts to convince me that, "Nature is cruel."

     I firmly retorted, hot tears streaming down my face, "THIS isn't 'nature', this is humans."

     He softened a moment and said, "Yes, you're right, humans did do this."
 
     I said, "Look, she's nursing Her fawns, still." Her udders were still bearing milk and her teats had been obviously nursed upon recently.

       "Yes, I can see that", the officer said.

       "What about Her fawns!?" I wailed, "Now they're going to be orphaned!"
    
       "They'll survive, it's fall", he said.

      I'd gently bent down to touch the rear thigh of the doe, slowed down my breath and for a moment found myself able to connect with the Love of Mother/Father God/the Creator. I have felt this Love before, but not in times of deep grief and stress such as this. I didn't realize until later, when I was long down the road, that when I felt the connection with Source, as I had my hands laid upon the Doe, her distressed panting had calmed and ceased for that moment.

 I wanted to find a rehabilitator, run and make a call, something, anything- but I knew what he was going to do as soon as I walked away.
      
        "Men don't understand- but Mothers understand Life," I told him, all the while tears stinging my eyes. I asserted one more time, and I let my eyes connect with his, "This creature could be healed." My Badger Medicine makes me one-of-those that does not give up on the critically ill. My connection with Source informs my Knowing that ALL Healings are possible...

          His mind would not be changed.

He said that her back was probably broken, that he had been doing this for 27 years and even a deer with one broken leg would run as far as they could from a human. Her back legs did seem to be paralyzed.

         "Will you please wait until I've gone?" I asked. He slowly nodded. The air around the scene seemed to grow still, suspended somehow.

          I watched him in my rear view mirror as I slowly made way up the stretch of rural highway. He had paused for what seemed like some time, until I had lost sight of him, looking at the suffering doe. He turned his head very slightly in my direction, surely to see if I had disappeared...

I saw that his hand was placed, though very lightly, on the holster of his revolver...

         I was late for a class, that turned out to be cancelled anyhow once I got to the place. It hadn't mattered anyway, and so I did not rush. And already knowing the answers before I asked why my day had started this way, reasons that must be kept close to my breast for now, one reason was that I have been wanting to write this post About the Animals for many months, now and have not been able to get past my anger to do so.

        Deep Grief brought me here.

The Dis-Integration of Humans and the Earth

I am driving along the road. Dotted along back roads and highways, even in town- Animals Bodies-some flattened and disfigured, some mangled and bloody, some tails still twitching...

        I am never accustomed to this, the sight of slain animals in the road. I watch the wheels of cars in front of me and behind, roll over them again until they are ground into the asphalt. I ask myself, When did humans become so anesthetized to Life that they can not see these creatures when they were alive, and that they do not see them now? Occasionally, I must pull over and remove the body from the road, give it a place amongst the bushes. The crows and the turkey vultures can not even benefit from the slaughter, as the meal is still in the place of danger.

Go to my fb page to read this NOTE about BLACK BEARS:
 http://www.facebook.com/pages/Earth-Spirit-Medicine

       In spring, I watched a truck, driving ahead of me, run a chipmunk over. In pulling over to see if I could help, discover that the chipmunk had a mouth full of seeds. I am certain the chipmunk had young ones in her den. It was just trying to make it home to feed its family.
       Almost every squirrel that is killed is doing the same, trying to bring food home.
       I ask myself, How many animals are orphaned at critical stages of their lives because of the narrow, self centered focus of most humans?
       This summer, I have passed the stiffened body of an 8-Point Buck lying by the road, week after week, until the stench of his death saturated the air.
       I have seen the oval forms of Painted Turtles smashed on the center yellow lines.
       There have been more, and too many to count, like the beautiful Black Racers (snakes) ground into the asphalt.
       I slowed my vehicle down for many Black Racers, most recently I observed how difficult it was for this snake to negotiate the asphalt, moving with labored efforts, and how it did live up to it's "racer" name once it was able to get off of the road and onto the more rugged landscape of the forest floor.
        "People aim for them," someone once said to me.
        In my anger and grief at times, I think I'd like to "aim" at them!

        But sharing that energy of ignorance and anger is not what my Beloved creatures of this planet need, not what the Mother has in mind for Her Healing, nor is it the Energy that I came here this time to Embody.

        So, instead, I pray and I act, which means,
        I follow my Heart, which means "the Animals".

       Yes, I drive slowly, but more than that, I live with what is called "Wide Angle Vision".

        I was very happy when my son and I went to the Coyote Tracks Wilderness week (Children of the Earth foundation www.cotef.org) that this concept of Wide Angle Vision, an awareness of the world that I had been living with as one of my inherent senses, was being deliberately taught in these survival schools, as part of the programs. It is Wide Angle Vision that the humans have lost and need to find again in order to reintegrate themselves into Life with the Earth. It is the loss of this "vision" that has brought this planet, and the creatures and plants that we were originally meant to live with and care for, to this place of destruction where the human collective now finds itself. It is more than seeing, it is expanding the senses beyond one's own personal boundary.

From the online article, Outdoor Action Guide to Nature Observation & Stalking by Rick Curtis

II. Wide Angle (Splatter) Vision vs. Pinpoint Vision

" We tend to use focal vision about 95% of the time and wide-angle vision only 5%. Animals use the reverse (5% and 95%). To use wide-angle vision you want to take in all the information from your peripheral vision constantly then focus down when needed. Concentrate on the entire picture, mentally blocking out information to focus down.

The primary thing that gives you away (or an animal) is movement. Focused vision doesn't pick up movement whereas wide-angle vision makes the eye reactive to movement. When you notice movement then focus down to that object. And once focused, keep tracking that animal visually very closely so that you don't loose it. Keep this process in mind! This is how the animals look for you. Anything that is out of the natural order, movement, shadow, or noise attracts their attention and they focus on it.

At night using wide-angle vision utilizes all the peripheral areas of the eye which are more sensitive to low levels of light. This improves night travel and seeing animals. It will allow you to notice nighttime animal movement. Flashlights cause focal vision which restrict your sensitivity to movement. At night a wind will blow things in one rhythm. Anything moving contrary to that rhythm, check it out with focal vision. "

read full article here: http://www.princeton.edu/~oa/nature/naturobs.shtml

Learning how to widen perception, to open to the fullness of Knowing that we humans share this world with many many other species and lifeforms, and that we as human beings are not any more important than any other... I think many humans have learned this a bit from direct observation of how our egoistic choices have affected what we believed to be the most insignificant of lifeforms, and the chain of effect of desecration upon human life quality. We are all in this Life together.

When one begins to Live Wide Angle Vision, one finds that the deer do NOT "just jump out in front" of the car. You will have Seen them, meaning Sensed them, be it the subtle glint of their eyes in the bushes or through the thicket of leaves of the roadside trees. You will Know that they are there, before one hoof steps onto the road. You will See the Squirrel, being ever so small in size, as a large presence, enabling you to slow down- and honk your horn, which will send them off back to the safety of the woods (or enbankment or sidewalk or tree...).

So, yes, I drive pretty slowly, even with Wide Angle vision. And I stop, and sometimes stop traffic, for the Painted Turtles. I always pick them up gently and carry them over to the side of the road to which they were headed. Their little claws feel so tickly and sweet on the palms of my hands. Occasionally, one will look at up me as I am transporting. I imagine it must be thinking, Hey, what's happening here? And when they arrive safely across the road, Well, that was certainly strange! :)

I leave You for now with some methods I have developed for myself to avoid harming my Wild Sisters and Brothers:

1. Slow Down. Driving too fast for whatever reason ("missing an appointment", being "late for work", or heaven forbid not being "on time" for a movie or dinner date) not only places Innocent Animals at risk from humanocentric ego behavior, but can put you, your loved ones or innocent strangers at risk of injury
2. Use Wide Angle Vision to become aware of what's around you. You will be very surprised at how much Beauty is All Around.
3. When you do have an Animal in Your Awareness on the Side of the road, about to cross your path, Slow Down and Honk Your Horn! It is very effective. It startles the animal to retreat back to the roadside.
4. When on occasion I have met a Deer who was not much taken aback by the horn honk, I have gently pulled my vehicle to the side of the road, gotten out, and Waving My Arms Wide, sharply Called out, "GO BACK!" And saw the Deer, or a whole Family of them, retreat into the Safety of the Woods. Several times, the very next cars coming behind me, were driving SO Fast, I could see that the Deer would have been in the road at that time, had they not been turned back.

TIP: Animals will run in the OPPOSITE direction- AWAY from You. I know this from my days spent Goat Herding at  my teacher, Susun Weed's Wise Woman Center. If I wanted the goats to go AWAY from the road, I did not run behind them toward the road, I had to make a circle around them, get in the road myself, and wave them back. If I had run behind them, they would have kept going forward- into the road, where I did not want them!

In Light,

In Love and Service to the Great Mother, Gaia,

the Elemental Beings,

 and All Creatures of this Planet

where I make my Embodied Home,

as a Starseed on Earth,

I AM.

 

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

RE: Ascension.

At Present it feels as my entire Being-

my physical body, my emotions, my psyche- and all their inherent parts...

My past, all my past lives, my present...

have all been dumped into a Cosmic Centrifuge...

and I am spinning and spinning around the axis-

 and all that is not really ME, the Essence of WHO-I-AM,

 are being siphoned through screens,

 the dense matter is dropping to the bottom, being screened out...

all the while I am spinning, losing track of Time or even the "importance" of it...

my Center is Calm, my Heart Opening more

I am suffused with Light

refined... becoming lighter...

being asked to revisit one last time all the pain and negative emotions/memories that I had buried, believing I had already managed to let go...

But now I am asked by my Higher Self to be the Observer...

to thank these experiences for teaching me,

for bringing me to the next level of my development,

to bring me into contact with Love for Myself...

to feel the Release, now, from this higher place... Awakened... Awake... Aware...
Not easy to do,

but it is so much simpler Knowing how much Love and Support there is for me,

now that I Know my Guides and Ascended Masters/Teachers.

My Soul Realignment started this accelerated transformation for me.

I feel Blessed to have made the Choice in this Life to continue to learn,

to read the Akashic Records, for myself, for my son, for Family and Friends.
None of us quite know where this is all headed,

but I am absolutely certain that it is to

an existence here on Earth

that is more Beautiful and Joyful than I can possibly now imagine...
There is Support and Love for You, too, Magnificent Beings.
XoXo
Rev. Ursula Carrie

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Centrifuge

Call Upon Your Ascended Masters, Teachers and Guides- and They come!

I am sharing the post here that I wrote for the Church of the Sacred Earth.
Late at night, as I was going to bed (1am) on December 15th, I asked my Ascended Masters, Teachers, Spirit Guides and Angels to please come and Inspire me with what I must do as the next step on my path, in support of the Work that I am here to do in the World. WELL! I went to relax myself to sleep, as I needed to get up fairly early (for me) in the morning to take my son to a class. As I did, I felt an Opening in the center line of my entire torso, all the way up to my brain, and the words of this post for this season's Meditation for the Church came rushing into my head! I thought, "I'll write it tomorrow, when I have time." I repeated this thought like a mantra, interspersed with, "Sleep... sleep..." Deep breathing, more relaxation- until finally at 3am (!), I got the point. I sat up, grabbed my pendulum and asked my Higher Self, "Do I ("I" always meaning "We") turn on the computer now and wrote the post?" The answer was, "No." So, I asked, "Do I get up now and write the post in my journal?" That answer was, "Yes." Then I asked, "And can I get to bed by four?" "Yes" So I took my journal to the living room, clicked on the light, and began the first draft. I got to bed at 4:30am. I fell asleep somewhere after 5, thinking, "Geez... I'm not ever going to ask for inspiration before bed! Hey guys, I didn't mean right away!!" LOL! Well, there it is- Ask for Your Ascended Masters, Teachers, Guides and Angels to come- and They do!!! Next time I think I'll ask in the morning over my first cup of coffee! ;)

THE POST (final edited draft- I edit as I type)
available in colors at http://www.sacredearthchurch.blogspot.com

Dear Friends,
We have a Wonderful opportunity available to us in this Moment to join in a Global village Celebration of Light- of Peace, of hope, of Compassion and Understanding amongst Human Beings. It is thus that, the Healing of our Mother Earth can take effect in the transformation of human consciousness.
I have said often upon meeting- in chit chat, in passing, my local community members and lots of folks I don't know, when I am asked the question, "Are you all ready for Christmas?"- "Oh YES! I love Christmas!" I say. (Well, I do)
The energetic reactions to my enthusiastic statement are many, all to which I further reply, "Can you think of any other Holiday in which the entire world seems to be engaged in celebration?" The usual answer is, “No.” And I further, “Even people who aren’t religious are celebrating Christmas…” This very exchange occurred with one of the sweet men who works in my local health food store. Toward the close of our talk, I saw something liquid begin to swirl around in his mind, and his heart seemed to lighten. He exclaimed, “Wow! I feel so happy- I’m smiling!” I said, “Yeah, I know, celebrating the Light with the world is definitely something I can get behind!” He went back to work whistling a new tune, a joyful one! Yeah, that’s the power of Light.
True, there is Hanukkah this month, another very beautiful Holiday that is in celebration of the Miracle of Light sustained in the Darkness. There is Winter Solstice in which we celebrate the returning strength and illumination of the Sun, our Source of Life here on Earth. There is also Kwaanza, an African American Holiday that commemorates and celebrates the principles of Faith, Hope, Love, Light and Charity. None of these are so Universally celebrated by the Human Family as the Holiday of Christmas, religious or not, there is a general feeling of “Yule”-tide cheer. The entire month of December for me is really an amalgam of All of these Holy Days, a Collective Consciousness Intention to be at-One-ment with the Light that is Love, and Joy and Peace and Goodwill towards All Beings on Earth. It is a deep foray into the cleansing of the dark corners of the Human condition that has up until this moment of Transformation, been one of unbalanced ego, fear, separation, suffering. The very non-presence of mind, the disconnection from the Source of our Being that has brought about the suffering and destruction of the very Life that sustains our own. Folks feel more compelled at this time of year to volunteer of their time and give of their resources to assist in the lifting up of other beings that who are in need…
We can ride this Wave, we can Be this Wave, tuning into this collective celebratory feeling on our planet, which is a channeling of the very light of our Higher Presence, our soul essence, the energy of our Mother/Father God/dess whose Divine Flame resides within our own Being, in our own Heart center—and take it Further, sustaining it, like an endlessly rolling wave, creating our future.

Remembering Our Intent
I read a small quote today in my book club catalogue by Louise Hay, founder of Hay House and author of numerous books on healing and self-empowerment, from a book called, You Can Create an Exceptional Life (co-authored with Ms. Hay by Cheryl Richardson). Her interviewer had asked her how she dealt with things like nasty emails and such. Ms. Hay says, “I’m no longer curious about things that will upset me.” I share this because it is another iteration of what we talk about all along, that we must employ the power of our thoughts and our intentions to focus on what positive things we wish to see manifest in our world. Here, in the Church of the Sacred Earth, I am referring most specifically to the Healing of the Land Herself., knowing that this Healing will be most greatly effected by starting with the self-healing and ascended consciousness of each individual human being. I know what some folks tend to focus on in this season: lack of money, loneliness and isolation, even feeling angry that Christmas was “stolen” from the Pagans! We won’t get anywhere on the Healing Path, of ourselves, or our Dear Planet, without whom we would not have a Life to complain about, if we go there! Nor do I feel that I any longer have the curiosity about the things that would upset me, either.

The Healing White Light of My I AM Presence & the Violet Flame of Transmutation Note: I want to acknowledge here that I know that not everyone is on the same spiritual path, or drawn to the same methods of meditation or prayer. Here, I am simply sharing with you all a practice that I have been Guided to, and has been working for me…

A practice that I have been intuitively guided to in these past few months is to call upon the White Light of my I AM Presence. This I AM Presence is the part of me that is Eternal, that is not of this physical world, that Is at-one-ment with my Creator Source Energy. I call this White Light to descend from the above, surrounding me just past my outstretched arms in a tube of brilliance, filling every cell, every atom of my body and anchor below my feet into a tetrahedron shaped Star deep within the Earth.

This is first, and it can take some practice to relax into this visualization, whereby the mind can let go of the active visualization of how this tube of White I AM Light looks and feels as it descends and anchors into the Earth Star.

And then, I breathe deeply and easily into my Heart, allowing all thoughts dissolve, paying them no attention, as they appear in my mind, just allowing them to evaporate back into the mist, focusing on my Breath, the peaceful feeling of being fully in the Moment, the calm in my Heart, feeling the Presence of Mine Self that is beyond Limitation.

Next, calling upon the Presence of one of my Ascended Masters and Teachers (St. Germain), I ask that the Violet Flame be dispensed unto my Being. This is a visualization of deep and vibrant purple-violet flames that often originate in my palms first and travel up my torso to engulf my upper body. Sometimes I direct the visualization to begin at my feet and travel upward, often spreading throughout the room in which I am sitting and throughout my home.
The Violet Flame of Transmutation is called upon to cleanse negativity- within one’s own Being and in one’s environment. I often do this meditation before I am to leave my home for the day, or an afternoon of errands out in the world. Many times, I will do this as I sit in my van at the end of my driveway before pulling off onto the road. I have noticed that, as one’s Consciousness ascends, so does become amplified the sensitivities to what we describe as “negativity”, which are really just the denser frequencies in which the feelings of chaos, fear, and sadness and such are more prevalent. This short and effective practice helps me to maintain an expanded awareness, a feeling of centeredness and calm in my Heart center, and a greater compassion for those denser frequencies that I sense expressed in the other Beings I meet along the way. And I have noticed that this practice helps to soothe some troubled folks that I meet along the way.

As I have said at the beginning of this post, Inherent in the Healing of our Beautiful and Divine Mother Earth and Her Creatures, is the Healing of Each Individual expression of Consciousness, each Human Being. We each are a thread in a Fabric of a Whole, and this Whole is more expansive than any of our imaginations can grasp. As we Heal and Whole Our Individuation of this, this Healing/Wholing holographically radiates out.

Being the Light that Heals the Earth
So, in this Holiday Season in which we are Celebrating the reemergence and sustaining of Light in the Dark, focus every day on building and strengthening your own Light of your Creator Source Presence, whilst employing the gift of the Violet Flame to address anything in your own Self that needs examination or clearing. We can then all Be a living, walking, Breathing Presence of true Self Love and Self Compassion, this which then radiates out to All who would come into your presence- from the checkout woman at the grocery store, to the angry impatient driver behind you on the freeway, to all of the Plants, the Molecules of Air and Water and every creature with whom we share inhabited space on Earth.
When you are in this space of your Meditation, you may wish to consciously Direct this radiant light, and love to a particular person who is hurting, to a specific geographical place or landscape of your area, or to a species or specific animal you know that needs healing. Let this be your choice and let the Moment and your own Intuition guide you. Ask for your Guides and Helpers in Spirit to inspire you with Direction.
Be attentive throughout the day after you have practiced this meditation to your Heart space, breathing deeply and gently into your Heart when you start to feel too harried or troubled, or when you begin to feel the troubles of those about you. Call again for Your White Light of your I AM presence to surround you again, call for the Violet Flame, as many times throughout your day to remind yourself, as you need, as you begin this, until you Emerge into the Knowing that It Is Always with you, Is you.
I feel that you will, in your own Time, with this Practice, feel a shifting in energetic vibrations within you- You being a Magnificent, Powerful Co-Creator of this physical World of Earth- thus effecting a most Beautiful, Glorious Transformation into Unity amongst Diversity… The Healing of the World!

May Your Holiday Season Be Blessèd.
Love,
Ursula Carrie

· We will work more with this exercise in the future.
· A YouTube playlist has been created for you as a visual and meditative assistance to your work with the White Light of your I AM presence and the Violet Flame. (link attached below)

Being the Light that Heals the World- CSE meditation support
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLBDDF7F87DE807083

Blessings, and Thank You for Being a part of this Sacred Mission. XoXo

And don’t forget the “Dance Break”!
Shining Star, by the ever soulful Earth, Wind and Fire!
http://youtu.be/f2UmP6C9rcs

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