Thank Goodness for My Family of Light

This is just a little quickie I want to share today. I have another video/audio that's really long that I am aiming to prepare and post this month on the 13th 

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       This past Saturday 4/7, I was indulging the "fact" that everything in my life seems to be at a frozen standstill right now. I swear, I can't stand these times! I know, I know. I'm in the trough. I'm waiting for the next wave to arrive. It's time to reevaluate my activities and the current trajectory of my life path. Yes, all of those comforting things that I would say to someone who is coming to me with the same woes that I have right now. Last year was such an awesome break-out kind of year for me, the absence of such titillating awesomeness is just, well- sucky! And I know that the more that I give my attention to how frustrated I am that the things that I want to happen are not happening, the more they're not happening! Lol. Basic Law of Attraction. I can manifest exactly what I want by focusing on it. 'Done it a million times already. Menopausal bee-otchy-ness just assists me in my miscreations!

       So, on Saturday, I enlisted my 16 year old son in the errand running that day. I told him- "You're big and strong, and I'm tired of the damn run-around! I need help today!" He came. Our first stop was the dump, aka "transfer station". Our local garbage company had an infamous rumor about them for a couple decades that they actually put all of the recycling in the trash. So, sometimes I like to go see the guys at our local center. Anyway, I decide to take charge of the glass, since we had a big hunking bin of glass, some of it broken. I'm still totally pissy, feeling put-upon by everything, and just crappy.

I don't even know how I was drawn to look down where I stood at the edge of the giant glass bin. What do they call it, a "roll off"? But there, I saw something buried in the dirt. I felt like picking it up. I dusted off the caked dirt and saw it was a kind of lapel pin. When I turned it over, I felt that same effervescent trickle of Love and relief just wash all over my bodies (emotional, physical, mental), and I laughed! I showed my son. He just nodded in agreement that I had just received my message...

I share this with you all with the Love that was

shared with me in that moment.

 Be back soon...

I Cleared Our Soulmate Contract. Now She's Gone. {1}

"Why'd you do that?!!" she said when I told her that our Soulmate Contract came up for clearing when I was doing a routine check* of my own Soul Record. I was surprised at this reaction. She's not "spiritual" like me. She's a big time business woman, former military. 
       I answered, lightheartedly, "Well these things only come up for clearing when it's Time." She was obviously still very upset by this. It was not apparently the lighthearted matter that I found it to be. I continued, "We can make a new agreement to learn together, on a new level, it's ok..." She did not seem convinced.
       Yep. My best friend since I was 7 years old. My Alpha Centurian sister. The little girls with the wild souls and the big imaginations were we and always were every time we met. We reminded each other of our core essence, and validated one another's Journey through life. It could've been years, and it would be like yesterday. Even though the look of each of our lives looked so different, each time we came together, we would have a flurry of, "Oh my god, I just went through that!" And that one would tell what happened with them on that life lesson. And it would repeat in turn, in rapid fire. And laughter and tears, and presents, and hugs and watching our sons grow, beaming with pride at each one's mothering, though the styles were so different. 
       These things happen sometimes. When I am reading an Akashic Record for clearing, only that which is ready to be cleared comes up in the reading for clearing. Any vows or contracts that are in the best interest of the person whose Record is being worked with are left alone. I don't even "see" them. So, when a contract as in this case, a Healing Contract {a two sided agreement between two Souls who have agreed to do some work together here}  comes up, I know it's time for that contract to go. It doesn't happen very often with my own record, perhaps 3 times in the past 8 years. 
     Now, one may ask, "Well why did you tell her?"
    Full Disclosure. She's one of my Soulmates. I don't keep important information, especially such as this, from my intimates. I wanted her to know, in case anything changed, she would understand the method at work. After all, she was one of my practice clients eight years ago, and she experienced great, sweeping and powerfully uplifting and energizing changes in her own life after her clearing. She's seen my work with others, as well. You know how your people roll, you know?
       So, a very curious set of events manifested...

(I'm coming back to finish...)

* I do this every so often to maintain my energetic clarity. Stuff still happens, even after one builds up their light quotient.

my feeling, the reason why the bible says 'no tattoos'

Nam Myōhō Renge Kyō

Memory: I'm about 23. It's my last stand in the city, in other words my life is due to come crumbling down but I don't know it yet. I'm living on Avenue B between, was it between 11th and 12th? I remember walking about 2 blocks to get the 9th St. crosstown bus which I got at Ave B on the north side of Tompkins Sq. Park. That's only if I had time to squander. 

       Mostly I walked home after my shift at the Potbelly. Sometimes I had to take a cab home, though. One night the driver taught me that mantra, and said "Don't get any more tattoos." 

right shoulder blade, age 19

I may have just gotten the one on my belly. I at least had the Anima Mundi already. The was one on the horizon in a few years, for my lower back, the Hunab Ku. {And I wouldn't know what the Hunab Ku meant, eh-hem, until just a few years ago!}

       It says that in the Bible, not to mark the body up and hold it as sacred. I haven't looked it up on the internet or in any of my Bibles here at home. I'm going by memory from Catholic school and catechism. My intuitive hit the other day about why the Bible says that about tattoos and what inspired this post: you become infused/effused with the energies that are associated with the picture/symbol. This may or may or not be desirable in the long term. Of course, back in the day, there were no sort of removal methods available once someone got inked. You definitely died with that shit. So you know this sort of imbibing one's vessel with some sort of quality, as represented by the picture/symbol so inked, is some pretty heavy magic. 

       It can be. It's a ritual, for sure. And it's got to be right, the whole process, I'm saying. Anyone who has a tattoo knows this. The choosing of the image and the place on the body, choosing the artist, everything. It's a branding. 

       Although what feels right in one moment, when tattooing is done impulsively, may bring misery not too long after. Then a 'cover-up' is attempted. That original image and energy is always underneath, never really dissolved per se. Perhaps.

       I suppose an intentional ritual of transmutation of old energy could be enacted as one received the cover-up image and accompanying energetics. Maybe some people do this. I've never had a cover-up done so I can't attest to it. 

       But I never tire for some reason of this cab story of learning this mantra, and all the spin offs I get each time I think of it. 

And that driver...

Nam Myōhō Renge Kyō

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Namu_My%C5%8Dh%C5%8D_Renge_Ky%C5%8D

'earthly relationships' riff

from January 29, 2018

What I mean is that what I witness as what humans tend to call relationships are very rooted in the power and control draconian/3D paradigm. I gave birth to you, I took care of you, I was there for you when blah-blah happened... so you owe me, indefinitely, even if you outgrow our association, and even if I have too. I am going to hold you to this agreement* that we are in called a relationship, because I have built this part of my identity and my life because of my relationship with and to you, so you can't disassociate from this relationship because then what will happen to those parts of me? And don't even act like that this isn't how it is. I mean the lazy way, the go-to when we forget our training, all these books and workshops and seminars that we attend to help us become more enlightened beings. The way most of us were raised. I'm only talking about things-of-which-I've-experienced, here. 
       *Sometimes, more often than you could imagine, these relationship agreements are binding at the soul-level, through a past life or present life vow/agreement that stuck to the Akashic Record. Often, a being of light soul is in an agreement with a draconian or changeling soul! Then, there's some work-work to do. Once someone has a Soul Realignment™ done for them, these sort of demanding, controlling, dramatic relations tend to work themselves out of the picture. Not completely, because let's not get too bored, shall we?
       An aside, sort of: Not to say that this isn't changing, because the younger humans, the advanced souls who are jumping on the ride, are not for power and control. um, as if any of you who have been parents in the past 20 years and some haven't noticed! OK, maybe the past 50! But it's become more refined along the lines of charging toward autonomy and freedom. It's not a bad thing.