I LOVE my Life, for Everything that I have Experienced- Even and Especially when what I was experiencing was called "undesirable" by those on the outside. They can't see what I see. They don't Love what I Love.
And now another Chapter is Transitioning into Another, and I have not yet seen that Text. But I AM Deeply Loving What Is.
And I AM packing up Many of You, Dear, Beloved Experiences.
I Am taking You with Me, most and especially because You have Shown Me how Strong I Am, how Flexible I Am, how Connected to My Source that I Am, how Loved I Am, how Guided I Am, how much Humor is Inherent in the Universe, how much Beauty I See and Feel. I Love You Adversity, I Love You Contrast, I Love all of You- You Are Beautiful Revealers of My TRUTH.
And, now in This Very Moment, Life Rains a Hail-Storm of Blessings on Me and My Life, which by association is also My Son's Life. And I feel like I have thrown onto a rocket that is in the midst of breaking the Earth's atmosphere!
I am in wonderment and awe- WHERE'S the SEATBELT on this Thing?! LOL!
"Don't need one," I hear, "It's your own electronic essence."
Whew... Wow. More of this to come.
<3 br="" much="" so="">Ursula Carrie3>
Writings from My Life as * The Twilight * [ Since 2010 - I offer a form of *Modern-Exorcism* that is Safe, Effective, Joyful and Uplifting: the practice of Soul Realignment™ firmly Grounded in the Wise Woman Tradition of Healing. ]
21 July 2015
19 July 2015
My Birthday Post on Facebook, July 17, 2015 XoXo
My Birth Day today
at work, delivering flowers! :)
"The best part of my Birth-Day... Making a flower delivery to the Kingston Hospital, to a woman I have never met before- and being shown the card that her beloved gave to her for encouragement. And, after the nurse left the room, and I had positioned the vase so she could see it- and I was walking out the door- feeling/sensing the heavy mist of Energy that enshrouded her... it was a mixture of gratefulness, and vulnerability and fear, some sadness...
at work, delivering flowers! :)
"The best part of my Birth-Day... Making a flower delivery to the Kingston Hospital, to a woman I have never met before- and being shown the card that her beloved gave to her for encouragement. And, after the nurse left the room, and I had positioned the vase so she could see it- and I was walking out the door- feeling/sensing the heavy mist of Energy that enshrouded her... it was a mixture of gratefulness, and vulnerability and fear, some sadness...
And instead of leaving the room, I felt TURNED around. I went back to her. I felt a warmth and a wave of Divine Love, like smooth, soothing feelings of comfort- and my Heart Open, and these waves flowed from my Heart, down the insides of my arms, into my Hands. And I took her left hand gently and held it with both my hands, and I looked into her eyes- and I felt Love, so much Love... flowing through the crown of my head, into my heart and out through my arms and hands...
And I began to tear up when I saw in her eyes that this Love had reached her, and she connected with my eyes... and she was tearing up...
and it was unspoken, "God IS... The Love of the One is Here..."
And whatever was said after that doesn't matter.
And I say, "Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! If this is how I am meant to celebrate the day of my Birth into this Life, as Your Vessel of Love for those who need it, then So May It Be. It is a celebration indeed. Thank You."
Because I know that that Moment was as much a Gift to Me...
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And I began to tear up when I saw in her eyes that this Love had reached her, and she connected with my eyes... and she was tearing up...
and it was unspoken, "God IS... The Love of the One is Here..."
And whatever was said after that doesn't matter.
And I say, "Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! If this is how I am meant to celebrate the day of my Birth into this Life, as Your Vessel of Love for those who need it, then So May It Be. It is a celebration indeed. Thank You."
Because I know that that Moment was as much a Gift to Me...
<3 aho="" em=""> "3>
08 July 2015
One Year Without a Car
Short Video from one of my numerous walks to
the Bearsville Post Office and small market
(4 mi r/t from my apt)
and some Scenes Not Seen when one is zooming by...
(CLICK THE PHRASE "GOOD VIBES", below to PAUSE the MUSIC)
the Bearsville Post Office and small market
(4 mi r/t from my apt)
and some Scenes Not Seen when one is zooming by...
(CLICK THE PHRASE "GOOD VIBES", below to PAUSE the MUSIC)
VIDEO NOTES from my You Tube post:
One year without a car of my own.
Oy, Yoy, Yoy! I forgot to buy more cat food the last time I was in the town... So, there I went, walking the 2 miles to the nearest (over-priced) country market-
had to get some money orders for the bills while I was at it,
Oy, Yoy, Yoy! I forgot to buy more cat food the last time I was in the town... So, there I went, walking the 2 miles to the nearest (over-priced) country market-
had to get some money orders for the bills while I was at it,
in the small post office next door...
Walking, for one, has brought many lessons of beauty that I would have other wise missed. And it has showed to me that I am even stronger- and more flexible, in the Divine Flow and more Connected and creative than I may have thought.
Archangel Michael told me that he would send someone that I KNEW to give me a ride.... And that is always true...
Well, THIS time- on the way TO my destination AND on the way back, someone stopped and ASKED me if I wanted a ride! (I.E.- no having to hitch-hike, at all!)
The first one was the mother of an acquaintance- whom I had never met- although I know her son! (someone I knew)
And on the way home, the local library book barn volunteer turned around up the road and came back for me, and took me all the way to my driveway.
It's all good :)
Walking, for one, has brought many lessons of beauty that I would have other wise missed. And it has showed to me that I am even stronger- and more flexible, in the Divine Flow and more Connected and creative than I may have thought.
Archangel Michael told me that he would send someone that I KNEW to give me a ride.... And that is always true...
Well, THIS time- on the way TO my destination AND on the way back, someone stopped and ASKED me if I wanted a ride! (I.E.- no having to hitch-hike, at all!)
The first one was the mother of an acquaintance- whom I had never met- although I know her son! (someone I knew)
And on the way home, the local library book barn volunteer turned around up the road and came back for me, and took me all the way to my driveway.
It's all good :)
FROM: another Note to Myself, and to anyone reading, from one of my many scraps of paper! ;)
" June 25, 2015
Some things I learned by not having a car:
1. There are a million hidden treasures in the underpass
2. Nice people always give you a lift when you surrender
and believe and let God
and believe and let God
3. Sometimes you're supposed to walk (see #1)
4. Grocery shop only once every two weeks- and stock up-
then, just eat what you have
then, just eat what you have
5. Stillness is a Gift- but so are clean clothes
6. All that running around really isn't necessary
14 June 2015
We Are Spirits of the Rain
So, my son comes out earlier this afternoon, when the sun was out heating up the day, and says, flatly, "I wish it would rain for, like 5 days straight." I was doing something and I just said, "Mmmmm..." You know, like, 'I hear ya.'
So, just a little while ago, which is a few hours later from his declaration, I notice the sky is getting dark. If you actually know me then, you know that I never listen to the news or check the weather. But, since it got so cloudy, I want to see if I want to pull my houseplants back to the part of the deck where they won't get rained on. They're all still pretty wet from the last days of rain.
The forecast- Heavy Rain- tonight, tomorrow, clouds Tues, rain Wed, Thurs, Fri.
I call him out to show the computer screen to him.
He's unimpressed, or seems to be.
I say, "Well, don't you see the forecast?"
"Yeah."
"You're getting your rain."
His look as he retreats to the teenage Haven, known as "the room", his look just says,
"Of course I am."
Hmmmm....
Like Mother, Like Son.
LoL!
So, just a little while ago, which is a few hours later from his declaration, I notice the sky is getting dark. If you actually know me then, you know that I never listen to the news or check the weather. But, since it got so cloudy, I want to see if I want to pull my houseplants back to the part of the deck where they won't get rained on. They're all still pretty wet from the last days of rain.
The forecast- Heavy Rain- tonight, tomorrow, clouds Tues, rain Wed, Thurs, Fri.
I call him out to show the computer screen to him.
He's unimpressed, or seems to be.
I say, "Well, don't you see the forecast?"
"Yeah."
"You're getting your rain."
His look as he retreats to the teenage Haven, known as "the room", his look just says,
"Of course I am."
Hmmmm....
Like Mother, Like Son.
LoL!
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